to fall in love is human

i've always wondered how it feels to fall in love. not the middle school stuff you know, i like you do you like me? that stuff is ridiculous. it's boring. it's the rush of telling someone you love them raw and passionately that makes it so irresistable. to be in love is to put yourself out there. to be vulnerable. to be available to get hurt but to trust them not to hurt you. when you tell somebody you love them, it's like an adrenaline thing. it's the feeling when your heart stops beating for a moment. and in that moment, the most amazing feelings happen. feelings better than knowing they love you too. it's the feeling that you don't know. the insecurity of the moment. it's the beautiful moment when you aren't in control of anything. you don't know if you will spend the next few days in complete bliss or crying your eyes out. that is the moment i want. i want to let evrything go and just fall. fall into the arms of someone i can trust to catch me.